i just don't know what is worse.

loosing you or finally after so long coming to terms with the fact that you never really were there.

it's so hard and hurts so much. but a long time coming.
i'll miss you. i already do.

you = not one person, and i think it's funny that you have no idea. you.

i also think other things are funny. that shouldn't be.

AN AGNWEIOaghawerohgaweigklasego0awehgoiawengkaerhg;asnkv;uiaho yep!

more than any feeling, this one...
this one is the worst.

thanks for the gutter.
again.
if you ask for a second chance and i give it to you...
why. why do i bother.
or breathe.
or. or. or. you.
why do i waste my time on you!

my mother thinks i need therapy.
i think she may be right.

get out of my head and off the internet.

thank you.

i can't think straight anymore.
you are clogging up my thinking tubes.
you you you
job job job
i just want something to be clear for once.
head over heart.
head over heart.
head over heals.
i'm so tired.
mentally and physically, you are wearing me out.

one day.
preferably soon.
please.

there's a hole where you once stood.

on my way to work today, heads turned and i cracked a few smiles.
no one had any clue i was really listening to Phil Collins.
no, you just have to wait.

i wish i had my phone right now, the first thing that i would have done was call lauren hickey. i just was at the same bar as "enis" from stella and the redhead from one hot wet and i talked to him and i am freaking out as if i just saw brad pitt (which i didnt) but i love those guys ( Read more... )

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hi my name is gina and i am
BI-POLAR

(just kidding)