It's funny how I manage to gravitate back to livejournal whenever I'm feeling shitty/in-the-mood-to-bog. Before attempting to post anything, and I'm noticing that I haven't posted in ages, I read some of the earlier entries. I'm such a douche-bag to think that anyone gives a crap about half the muck I spew. Then again, I guess venting is necessary ( Read more... )

Seeing as how I hardly use this thing anymore, I figured, "Hey why don't i just whore this stupid account and dump all my philosophical inquiries, concerns, etc ( Read more... )

For some reason I had my livejournal account confused with my blogger account... I tried logging in using my blogger information, and started freaking out because I thought that someone had hacked and gobbled up all my personal ramblings... only to spew it back out publicly... Just goes to show how paranoid I get sometimes ( Read more... )

it is a tendency of mine ( Read more... )

ok, so its been ages since i've last updated. tisk tisk tisk. shame on a nigga. lol. anywho, life's been great i cant complain... i have the most wonderful woman in the world by my side ready to fight evil alongside her man like wonderwoman next to superman. or was it superman and superwoman. or maybe lois and clark ( Read more... )

so today completes day 2 of my fast. i'm not gonna lie you guys. its freaking hard. i didnt know how dependent i was on eating food until i completely cut it off. despite the random stomach pains and the dizziness, i cant honestly say that my relationship with God has gone to new heights. spiritually i feel sooo strong... praise God. this new year ( Read more... )

yesterday was quite the night. i went to bed at around 11:15.... and woke up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night crying. the only words that left my mouth were..."where the hell have i been"?

another year ( Read more... )

i've never cared for someone this much before... ever. and it scares me...

peace: n. state of quiet, rest ( Read more... )