I'm not going to write in this thing anymore. You can reach me at the quarantined zone for victims of the myspace pandemic.

....It's funny......Just when everything's turned to shit, you realize how beautiful life can be.......*sigh* I only wish that I didn't have to witness that beauty so frequently.

1. Stars ( Read more... )

I'm a sickening waste of flesh whose sole purpose is to decay before human eyes and receive disgusted glances from all who pass by. Every goal, aspiration, hope, and dream I've set out to fulfil within the last three years have completely rotted away from my sight, leaving me in a dead earth; a realm of catastrophic fear and calamity. There is ( Read more... )

Well, it's Christmas break, and I'm quite relieved to say the least. After a grueling quarter of sitting through frustruating classes every fucking morning, I'm happy to say that it's finally over and this'll allow me to do whatever I want from here until the 4th of January when I transfer to UCSC. All in all, things are great. Fucking fabulous

I'm just going to stop trying so hard to be 'cool.' I'm sick of being so bound to these crippling, personal hangups and an utter sense of self-loathing. Though it only took a casual conversation to discover this, I'm ready to start acting like an adult. Through our conversation, Nathan and I decided that our only current downfalls in life were ( Read more... )

:x: name: Adam R. Fortin (The "R" Stands for Rrrrrr ( Read more... )

Retrospectively speaking, I began my college years with so much ambition and clarity. Though far sighted, I understood my dreams and visions and therefore felt as if I had the power to make a clean transfer with everything intact. Unfortunately as many things do, plans change and things turn to shit. As many of you know, I was slated to attend UCSC ( Read more... )

I'm a wanderer in the heavy autumn rain. The massive wall of water surrounds me, distorting the view of my path. Without direction, I lie on the pavement. Above me, the neon lights cackle; mocking my failures and lack of direction. With my body sinking into concrete, I wait for a bony hand to send me to a much warmer place ( Read more... )

Rot.