I am starting to slowly realize that I will never again have a mentor to help me with my writing of poetry. That I might never realize my full potential and that I might never get published. The only real reason I ever wanted to get published was because of an english teacher in high school who for two years really helped with my development during ( Read more... )

First I am really tired of all this talk and looking down on those who don't vote, it is our God given right in this country to vote or not. It is called choice people and I made mine. Now there is reason in my madness and one major reason is that I know that my one little vote will have no impact what so ever against the masses of other voters out ( Read more... )

As of today, Eldin Aker is no longer with the family. My parent finally put him down. He was with us for ten years and I loved his company greatly.  He will be missed.


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Well it is raining and that means snow is coming eventually, which in turn means snowboarding which will always bring a very nice smile on my face ( Read more... )

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This is a sign of watching too much porn... not like I would know anything about that now, hehe. Anyways not much is going on, my life is now boring so I have no real reason to write anymore... well that is not true, I could be writing all about Sam and stuff like that but I figure you guys don't really care because I don't think I would either if ( Read more... )

Well this week has been just tiring.... it seems to like it will never end but alas it is Friday today. Tomorrow I get to hang out with Sam which is of course my highlight of the week. I actually got to see her tonight which was great... I went to get food and I ate as she talked about school stuff and some random stuff that probably no one else ( Read more... )

Well what is new with me this week..... I got some new music, Sparta which is a good change. I have been like mad busy for the last couple of days and today was a very good break from everything ( Read more... )

Wow... just realized what kind of a loser I really am.... anyways ya I am really missing Sam and all, but that is ok since i will see her like this Saturday or something like that... so i guess some friends of mine in Manteca are still pissed off at me for some reason... don't really care, if they want to be pissed at me then go right on ahead. I ( Read more... )

Well my classes so far have been kind of mixed. I have this a philosophy class which is really easy and fun at the same time so I will really enjoy that one. My macro econ. class from what I heard today seems to be a really hard class to pass so I am really not looking forward for that one but there is not much I can really do so.... ya. Then my ( Read more... )