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i dont quote scripture to be pious
or to say i'm better than anyone else
but because it means something to me
sometimes i have to fight my own bias
i'm searching for what i cannot see
but i'm not trying to judge you
so please don't try to judge me too
i'm fighting to be the man i always wanted to be
i'm looking for the balance between letting myself be
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part 2
it kind of doesnt matter to me if that made you angry
i still flip between being glad and sad that we're apart
but those words came from the best intentions of the bottom of my heart
so many dreams for us that'll now be left unsung
but my finest hour's just begun
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regardless, it's in the past
we promised to wed
yet i seemed better in bed
when there wasn't a ring on your finger
maybe you'd have been content
if i had an accent
or was a lead singer
what you once wore with pride
you became compelled to hide
when you sought out another guy
you used to be supportive
till your views got distorted
and anger suffused all your thoughts
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life is tough. everyone's
just tough in different ways in varying strengths. there's not a single person out there without a story to tell if they're willing to. and there can be freedom in sharing :) that's what men's group is about i think. haha i guess thats the purpose behind psychotherapy too. i've been so pumped lately. i'm even a little worried its a little too much ( Read more... ) -
its been a journey (and always will be, too)
there is liberty in honesty :) just came up with that. same as "the truth will set you free" the truth will set you free but it will hurt a hell of a lot first. my paraphrase of a rick warren quote. and its damn true. i bawled like a baby at church yesterday, and it was good. i'd also like to add that about honesty, it has to be with the right ( Read more... ) -
the purpose driven life ch 27 resisting temptation
temptation begins by capturing your attention... the more you focus on "i dont want to do this" the stronger it draws you.
basically dont fight with it replace it
hiding your hurt only intensifies it. problems grow in the dark and grow bigger and bigger, but when exposed to the light of truth, they shrink. YOU ARE ONLY AS SICK AS YOUR SECRETS. so ( Read more... ) -
love
i try to follow your footsteps though i stumble
i try to do right though i'm still selfish
i suppose those things keep me humble
i don't know why i try to be perfect
when i know you dont want it
i try not to let it bother me when doors keep closing
because i know you're still working
and when my heart breaks
it's just you raising the stakes
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so its almost been 2 months
why? what caused things the things to happen? still 2 burning questions on my mind... what was the cause of infidelity why didnt she tell me how she felt first? how does she feel now? is she happy? was our relationship really the cause of her unhappiness? was she just not ready for long term commitment? was i really such a bad guy? why was she so ( Read more... ) -
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i'll be heartbroken for a long time. i'll be just fine in the end. i really don't know what to say or if anything else should be said at all. life has this tendency to move along