It hurts me. It hurts to hurt the boyf. I'm such a terrible, girlf. I'm really sorry. ): 

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A moment ago, I teared so much. So much because of the life. The life that have been feeling miserable and making me feeling so down. First, thinking of me being so forlorn. I don't feel belong to any. I don't know why though I'm still close to everyone though. It's been relatively sometime that I actually went to and from school unaccompanied. I ( Read more... )

I will no longer update purplemuffin. Will do up another blog maybe. Maybe. That's if I'm not lazy.
oh, I will no longer update there because it doesnt seem to post those entries that I've posted. Idiot.
haha. But I'm happy hererererere. : ))
Good night.

Bacalah surah Al-Insyirah jika rasa bimbang ataupun berada dalam situasi yang tegang.
Insya-allah.

The feeling is totally different after I read a couple of times together with selawat. I wasn't myself the moment meeting ended. Putting on a smile and joking around; fakes. Someone told me, be happy no matter what. So I did. But it didn't last for long ( Read more... )

Freak. I hate this. I was downgraded for Database module because I was late. And why I was late? Because I was late. URGH. It wasnt my fault for being late but yet I'm the one facing the consequences. From now, no more waitings. I will go off the moment I reached platform. My grades for Java been sucky because of that sucky faci and I have to do ( Read more... )

What's PP? HAH. It's Professional Profiling. And what's that again? It's a project that every year 2 In RP have to do. Somehow it's like an essay with not less than 2000 words. I'm so lost and I really don't know what I should write about. Choosing of a company is already a big headache and I hope it will be gone soon. All that I need to do now ( Read more... )

Harapan - Fazli Zainal

Doaku agar kaukan selalu bahagia,
Agar kau temui insan tulus menyayangimu,
Lepaskanlah diriku kerna keredhaanmu,
Bukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa,

Ku tinggalkan memori bersamamu,
Kuundur diri bersama harapan.

Chorus :
Tidak kesampaian cinta kita,
Kubawa harapan kupendam rahsia,
Ku dikejauhan mendoakan,
Agar kau bahgia ( Read more... )

I feel guilty for not going to school today. I am sick but that's not really the reason why. Many things been running through my mind. Though every night I tell myself to start a brand new day the next day, I failed to do so. Today is just an example. I was looking forward to school today but I wasnt myself this morning. I woke up yet so early but ( Read more... )

It's always the same feeling that keeps bothering me. Yes, guilty. I feel very guilty to love someone else from now.

And, I feel better blogging in here. Somehow, safer.