Comments | thepurpleswitch: all the crickets that would convince me to call it a night.

thepurpleswitch

all the crickets that would convince me to call it a night.

Nov 15, 2008 09:58

Oh wow, I'm sorry about that nonsense last night. I don't delete entries, but if I did, it would so be the first in line.

1. About half a hour after I posted, while I was reading myself to sleep (Fight Club, incidentally), I belatedly remembered all the times it has been proven to me that I'm wanted, and all the times I've felt wanted, and yeah. ( Read more... )

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tangleofthorns November 15 2008, 18:12:12 UTC

I didn't see that post last night, but I know I've felt exactly the same way. I miss you.

thepurpleswitch November 19 2008, 02:54:57 UTC

I miss you too, and how ridiculous did I feel when I didn't know you'd moved states until mazily mentioned it in an entry like two weeks ago. Christ on a cracker. *facepalm*

nixwilliams November 15 2008, 21:37:52 UTC

hey, everybody feels like shit sometimes. *hugs*

thepurpleswitch November 19 2008, 02:53:13 UTC

Wisdom for the ages.

Thanks :)

dragojustine November 15 2008, 23:41:52 UTC

I wasn't reading my flist when you posted last night- I'm glad things look better in the light of morning (or at least that publicly talking about it looks worse. God knows I've spent a lot of time in my life at the place where it's not so much that I'm feeling better as that I'm feeling less like crying in public. But I hope you're genuinely feeling better, I really do)

Offers of hugs, thinking of you, &cetera

thepurpleswitch November 19 2008, 02:52:30 UTC

I am now, thank you so much.

I vacillate between crying in public because it's my journal dammit, and being embarrassed because it's the internet, and feeling weird because the people I'm talking about read this journal, and then it's back to but it's my journal. Anyway.

Thank you again. Seeing this stuff when I'm actually not feeling so crap makes me feel even better, which is nice :)

phoebesmum November 15 2008, 23:41:55 UTC

You be as emo as you like. I defend your right to be emo!

thepurpleswitch November 19 2008, 02:48:53 UTC

Yay!

(I'm so going to re-start my SN marathon now, geez. I completely forgot the prize at the end of the series is that line. Oh Casey.)

estrellada November 16 2008, 00:27:25 UTC

Haha, I'll reply to this one because I'm like that:

1. Dude, one day you'll find your Jessica and we'll just have to keep her from bursting into flames on the ceiling, k? Until then you're stuck with me and Mr. Man.

2. Yes, sometimes we just need to take a deep breath and hey, you know, you're worth the work too.