So it's been a really long time since I wrote in this thing but no one really looks anymore so I will write in Privacy ( Read more... )

So Myspace is no longer MY space it has been taken over by TOM and his army of technical engineers so instead if ending my addiction to online blogs i shall pick up where I left off. Things that have happened since the last entry ( Read more... )

can block it out I still feel akward. So now my hair is longer and blonder and my zits are almost all gone!! I knew I should have gone to the beach more so then My face would be clear but I had to make money honey. AND speaking of money to play soccer or to make money? that is the question I guess there are alternatives but seeking jobs suck and ( Read more... )

FUTURE FLAGLER SAINT!!

I was the One Worth Leaving ( Read more... )

Seeing so out of context in this gawdy apartment complex ( Read more... )

Or Maybe it wasn't even a dream. I dream of being successful, of having a godly relationship with my husband. I dream of Marcus sometimes, of Ashleigh, of Regenia. But I don't dream of you. Im not sure, I guess because this is all like a nightmare. This whole up and down in and out thing really sucks. I can't stand it, and you know it really makes ( Read more... )

Why didn't I just listen to god. Life is just so much easier when I do.

Sorry for the long pause but i've been busy, yah that's right busy. and i think it is okay because its not just us its us and the lord. and ive bonded with so many others. I hhope that I get this baby sitting job and get tons of hours because that will be the perfect job. Im excited about shattered dreams. I think i am at exactly the right place ( Read more... )

I am fulfilled for the first time. I am filled and I feel like I am not missing anything. I was so tired of pushing someone else in gods place that I forgot he needed to be there too, and he was the only one who needed to be. i fall more in love with him every day.
Sarah