lately i've been feeling some type of way i wish i could explain. i've experianced my week from hell& honestly, it tore my apart. i'm not as strong as i think i am. my best friend, my gramma, she hasn't left my mind. i know it's better this way cause she isn't in pain anymore, but the more i try to forget about it the more it hurts. the only ( Read more... )

 i found myself no longer letting the one person in my life who i thought i could never let go of. & to be completely honest, i couldn't be happier with life. now that i no longer have the burden of you on my shoulders, i feel like i've found myself, found who i really am & found the friends who i don't know how i went so long without. in a way, i ( Read more... )

 the thought of you leaving kills me. i can't take it, it tears me apart because you've never really been gone and if it'd ever happen, i'd be a trainwreck. i couldn't do it. & i can't do it now. fighting with you might be the worst thing in the world let alone the feeling i get is the worst feeling i've ever had in my life. i can't take it. i can' ( Read more... )

i hate to admit it, but i guess i never really fell out of love with my "ex." being on and off for almost 3 years isn't easy and it's not easy to let go. we've been thru ups and downs and thick and thin and i've found him being the only person there for me on certain occasions but i guess you never really stop loving you first actual love. i mean ( Read more... )