so there have been so many awesome nights, and days, and events of this summer. but the other day at peter's sitting on the balcony looking at that fire that never seems to go out, i realized, that this summer sucked. i hate this summer so much. and maybe it's just been that these last few weeks have been trying and dissapointing, or i guess people ( Read more... )

so it's three o'clock in the morning, and i'm laying in bed, asleep, i have been for hours now.  the day before was my day off, very productive, i even took myself to the bytowne to see palindromes that new todd solondz movie, it was good, funny in that "welcome to the dollhouse it's okay to laugh at re-re's way." my phone rings, i haphazardly ( Read more... )

so this weekend feels like it was a whirlwind frenzy of intensity, i guess it wasnt that different from any other though. maybe  it was just that i managed to live some real life in between working 13 hour days. friday, in typical team awesome fashion, joanne and i got messy and threw down at zaphods. saturday i ran into nadia, which made me happy ( Read more... )

so i've been busy this last little while, working a million hours and i took a little trip home. it's that time of summer again. the halfway mark where i start to go crazy and evaluate whether or not i'm effectively making use of all this free time, and what i need to do to intiate forward momentum towards complete and total awesomeness. i guess we ( Read more... )

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before

The takeover
The sweeping insensitivity of this still life
Hide and Seek
Trains and sewing machines (oh, won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears
They were here first

Mmm, what you say, Mmm, that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm, what you say, Mmm, that it's all for the best
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lee did a piece on my wall. so i guess he hasn't as yet ruined my life. but for real what am i going to do for the rest of the summer when he takes off to vacouver, and then moves to paris in october? i've gotten so used to him just always being in that same spot on my couch, surrounded by empties.


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so it's officially summertime now but for some reason i don't think my brain is willing to accept it. i still have that nervous feeling like i should be doing something, or that i have things that need to get done. i started working at LnF again, well not yet, but i will have as of tomorrow night. prepare yourselves the ice cream shack market drama ( Read more... )

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i liked yesterday. watched some skate videos, ya huh. chilled with lee, ya huh. slurpees!! ya huh?


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