sometimes i just dont get why i do some things, i mean i know its stupid but ill do it anyway.

oh man.

oh and i noticed i dont really give good hugs to anyone anymore, or hugs at all even. they're just so damn half assed haha. whats up with that?

im kinda dissapointed im not going to homecoming. i wish i just bought a ticket. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

im pretty sure the second i move out, i will feel so relieved from this unneeded stress. this sort of shit really gets to me.

i want a relationship yo. :\

just bring it on. haha

adam and I have come to the conclusion that on the inside were just bitchy little girls. but i think we already knew that though. anyway anyones welcome to come and bitch about whatever. haha.

i personally fear the future, short term and long term.
its such a mystery.

to me, its just a scary thing.

well summers almost over and i definately need another good day of hanging out with da crew.

i've pretty much been considerably bored out of my mind for the past...forever. save me.

and i know i sound stupid and that i have no self-confidence when i say it, but my insecurities really do get the best of me. it kinda makes me lol all over cause i never thought i'd think like that.

fucking tits.