I smoke deck

every year this time comes, when i see everyone showing love for each other. it warms me inside to see how much people care for each other. just wish i had someone to share it with.

i havent updated in a while. nothing special has happened tho. i stand out there on that picket line, i got a new job tho, and my attempts at getting this damn band starte are proving to be useless. All i want to do is fucking rock out. matt castles birthday party was pretty fun. i got super drunk....again. i will have to say that adam castle is ( Read more... )

i cant take these bandages ( Read more... )

we watched the world fall ( Read more... )

i dont even know who i am n e more. I went to sleep one night hating those guys that treat girls like shit, knowing that i would never be one of them. All i was looking for was someone to give this love that i feel that i have inside me. and for once recieve it as well. When i opened my eyes the next morning, i had become one of them, i had found ( Read more... )

ive been going crazy, but for the first time im my life i know the reason this time. I let a very very special person go, and i keep feeling ive ruined my life....again. Maybe its just the flu that ive got, but i got the worst feeling in my stomach. You know who you are, i miss you

yep im no longer a teenager. Everyone give me lots of presents and ill love you forever <3. jk so i saw afi on thursday and sunday, two amazing shows all thanx to my good friend vanessa <3 thank you so much babe ur the greatest. nuthing else really to say. some bad stuff happened to my best friend. i hope ur doing ok babe, i miss you, u know who u ( Read more... )

...forever i worship, ill kill, love, and hate for all of you. Thank you for the best part of my life.

been a while since i updated....um lets see whats up. i got my lip pierced, sexy eh? and im going to see AFI tonight at the ampitheater and im seeing afi and avenged on sunday in at UCI, and my bday is on monday....im not a teenager n e more WOOOO! what else. Havent been in the best mood lately, dunno why. just feel like im going crazy and my life ( Read more... )