I was to see the boy who lives far away. However the ticket fee I can not pay. This extra time apart is rotten and I fear being forgotten. I need hugs and happy thoughts to get me through this.

I'm in love with a boy. A boy that's great I love this boy. He lives far away way way away. I love this boy who lives far away. I'm in love with a girl. A girl that's great I love this girl. She lives far away, way way away. I love this girl who lives far away.

Fuck!
My Skin
it's holding me in
Fuck!
My Bones
holding up skin

Fuck!

Fuck yeah!
That's it.

Morning all ya'll I just went into work to Christmas decorate. Who new shiney objects and ladders could be such fun. I painted my greatest painting yet, it all went down last night well I was waiting for the 1am blood bus. I think santa visited me in the night confused my throat for a stocking and filled it with coal...cuz my throat is a acheing ( Read more... )

I got accepted to SAIT yesterday. They need me to send them 250.00 clams to let them know I'm going fo' sho ...they need this by the 17th. Yup not much time to make up my mind. I might just let this opportunity pass and see if the U of C will accept me. Anyways great jam last night... Mitch was on lapslide and Stomp box. I was on steel string ( Read more... )

Every direction is where I'm being pulled. One true freind on strong goal would be great about now. However free floating like plankton minus the posse is where I'm at...not two turntables and a microphone. I talked to the loveliest of ladies tonight...I felt so alive that's right kids msn gave me the juice. Then the goddess that be my mother ( Read more... )

I keep dodgeing encounters of the human kind. Why? I don't know but an epic quest shall be schedule to solve the mystery. Meagan if you read this I found something that needs to be sent to you. send me your address and I shall forward this delightful item. Anyways I was quite excited about my brother's Birthday! until he saw the oh so incredible ( Read more... )

There once was a girl named meagan.
She kinda looked like a dragon.
she stole my heart now we are miles a part...
....and Heart Storm.
Be here I'm lost with out you.

I went to the great city. The one where the rock shows held promise. To find that fun was in extinction or fading or maybe I'm the one fading. No longer excitement just shadows of people I thought I knew..people I loved..with glances across rooms. I've logged enough hours in those streets to have cracked bones and broken feet. A girl here a boy ( Read more... )

So everything has fallen in place.  Still I feel really un easy ...and undeserving of haveing so much to look forward to.  I got fear, fear about leaving home for a far off province and fear that my roommate will not be so reliable.  I mean a $3000.00 loan for a guitar right before you move doesn't seem like a good plan.  Getting out of here sounds ( Read more... )