So I carved kill into my chin and Elton John died......ok so I'm homesick.

TODAY IS THE CALGARY MOVING DAY!!!! ALL THAT'S LEFT TO MOVE IS ME!!!!

MY LAST DAY IN NORTH BATTLEFORD. I BECOME A GROWN UP TOMORROW.

Moving day! After this I've got four days, four very long, very short days. Maybe I'll become a grown up, or maybe an alcoholic. Either way it'll be going down in Calgary.

Sometimes...I feel like a sponge. Just soaking up things getting heavy wringing myself out, then I go back to soaking it all in. Except I feel that nothing is getting past the first few layers. Nothing is really getting in. My whole life seems like it's taken place in a waiting room...the odd sneeze or cough to break the silence but not much ( Read more... )

So on New Years we chased the ghosts from our house with all the noise we could make. However I've still got a couple whispering about me. Last night I heard the kind of news that shit kicks your ego. Then I'm reminded it shouldn't because those wounds should have been sewn shut and the tears shed, but there were tears. Maybe it's just the ( Read more... )

I managed to get my dream apartment today. Except that it's far away from the people I love. I'm leaveing a month sooner then I thought I would. Yup I'm throughing my ass out into the scariest place imaginable. If you don't hear from me I've drowned or more likely the computer never got hooked up...because I won't have one. anyways if anyone has ( Read more... )

So last night I hung out with my best freind!!! Good times. God Sweet Jesus I missed that Dame. Anyways I suppose I should start walking.

I kicked a cold Ma fuckers, in under 48 hours. I road a bus all night from one city of dreams to another of death. Slept five hours then worked an 8 hour shift. I had a coffee cup tossed at me and a mother call me sweetie...everything got all right. I scheduled two appiontments one on top the other like lovers. I learned a new song to play and ( Read more... )

I think I may have a stab wound in my back...or maybe just hurt feelings...either way it's miserable.