You know, every weak breath I take and every bloody shit I... make; I hope I'm a step closer to death. Legit... I'm waiting for my loose shits to take such a critical mass that I medically hope to have a problem that I can't get back from. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Not much has changed. I probably shouldn't have read my last post from 4+ years ago, as it's tainted my narrative a bit ( Read more... )

I find myself trying to out do my father. Not in hours worked, but progress. I try to make my peers as good, if not better, than I. At New World I tried to lead, now in Boston I find myself doing the same with no title and no acknowledgement. Is this what I want? Should I follow the same path ( Read more... )

Suppose you are a prisoner chained to a wall with other inmates. The only thing you see your whole life are shadows on the wall. These shadows represent something that you and your inmates contemplate about, and share your thoughts on. Suppose you are release, and see the shadows for what they truly are. Explaining the 2nd level of what these ( Read more... )

No one I worked with got today's XKCD, and only one friend got it. Did I really waste my time on a forgotten science?

...Yes.

God... I suck at social situations.

House got broken into ( Read more... )

You know ( Read more... )

Also, if you can't tell, I'm the best "tech writer" my company has. I'm known as the Wiki Master. God I feel for my company.

Time to bury my self in XML tags.

I'm not doing bad for my career. I'm still a code jokey, but hell I give a lot of input on the architecture. It would be nice to formalize our technical documentation. I've been doing that a lot with the work I've been doing. It's nice to point someone at a link instead of spending hours explaining to them how the security I implemented works ( Read more... )