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So yesterday I was at work just doing my thing, standing at my med cart pouring pills. I turned to walk in someones room and I felt my knee pop out of the place it uh was supposed to be. Holy shit I guess I fell on my butt and rolled to the side and started screaming. It was seriously the worst pain I ever felt in my entire life. Thank goodness I ( Read more... )

I should update this more often.

perhaps I will soon

all is well, if you were wondering :)

I'm feeling sort of weird tonight, sort of indescribable? I was so sad all day and have a hard time putting my finger on why. I'm tired and worn out, I worry about work pretty much all the time even though I try so hard not to think about it. I try to figure out what would make it better, but it's hard to come up with the answer ( Read more... )

so I think I hate day shift. I know I'm new, I know i'm going to be slow for a while, but I really think I want to go back to working at night. My mom said give it a few months and I will, but I really think this is how I will feel anyway. I'm trying to be optimistic but its hard. This job is ending up to be not what I signed up for. If I end up ( Read more... )

I don't understand how I could have this really nice day and in a second it just shatters and it was my own stupid mistake ( Read more... )

I have the same feeling for some reason that I recognize all too well. This is not the first time this has happened but I am hoping that it is the last. I don't know why I allowed it to happen, but I did and I'm sorry for it now. I just feel awful. I feel like I don't know what to do. Like I should kick a wall, throw something, anything. I ( Read more... )

Well, I scheduled my NCLEX for the first available appointment which was November 20th at 8 am.
Pray for me! So now I have a little less than a month to study some more and continue looking for a job.

*phew*

Man, stupid red sox, how I loathe thee. GRR ( Read more... )

So, I'm happy the Bears won, mad that the red sox are winning and annoyed at the world ( Read more... )