I do everything I can to destroy what I have, every time. And I dont blink an eye lash at doing it again. If its what I want, I just do it, and disregard others feelings. I could care less more often than not. This isn't something I'm proud of. I think its just a defense mechanism to avoid having to REALLY have a relationship. I half ass ( Read more... )

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So the night before I went out and had some drinks in Kirkland...

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I've got this room mate that when shes around... I TOTALLY love. But not even I know where she is most the time ( Read more... )

Will make you loose everything.

Your heart.
Your soul.
Sanity.
Future.
Judgement.
Breath.

I dont want to loose him because of my stupidity and lies. But I have no say in the matter. I fucked up big time.

Why did I do that?!

Life is good.
I love being able to say that.

... Please don't be just another page in my book...

Terri is awesome and I love our place.
Tyler and I are GRRRRRRRREAT.
I miss all my girls desperately.
It hasn't rained since I got here... its un-natural.
School/Money makes me panic at the thought.

LY,
T