I'd rather just sit at home, it's too tiring to go out and pretend that I'm like everyone else. I feel like every time I go out socially, I have to laugh and smile and talk and mingle. It all feels so forced.

I hate it.

I'm so torn.

I wish it was easier, and that I knew just what I want. What do I want out of life?

Mom got home yesterday. I 'lost her tweezers' and got thrown against the bathroom wall. She later found them where I said they were. Go mom.

SO...I'll be at my dad's house. Peace.

This love shit is killing me. I can't cry anymore. Stop trying to make me cry.

Love is hard. For the LOSE!

So..Life still sucks. Go figure.

So..an update ( Read more... )

Long while since an update, right?

Been grounded, still grounded. Will be for about..forever, I figure.

Not allowed to speak to Max until I turn 18, so there's that. Uhh..but yeah, otherwise I'm fine. I'll speak to everybody when I get back. <3 Love you Grey, miss you.

My hands are really shaky, so please excuse any typos. I'm very tired..I should've napped right when I got home, now I don't have the time. Lots of chores to do ( Read more... )

I made a skirt today. It's gaudy, as all of the things I create are. I have a horrible aesthetic sense.

I also have bronchitis, a sinus infection and apparently some form of asthma..or..something. I don't know, but apparently I have to quit smoking. So it's day three.

Everyone should listen to this song. <3

Working late on a project - or rather, procrastinating late on a project ( Read more... )