Look down 2 posts to Feb 2009. That's some delayed entry. I barely remember writing it, but what's really weird, REALLY weird, is since that time, working as a nurse, I no longer suffer from any existential crises. In fact, the worst thing I have going on is GAD (anxiety) which as best as anyone can figure is a result of my military service which I ( Read more... )

Here’s my statement ( Read more... )

I recently posted this somewhere else, but here is where it belongs ( Read more... )

I'm eating a pizza by myself, alone on a Friday night, also munching from a bag of SweetTart jelly beans... am I back to my old habits? I've been doing it again, by that I mean looking for HER again, which is a preoccupation I only seem to have at times when I feel particularly unsure of who I am. I believe, perhaps wrongly, that I will somehow ( Read more... )

She left me. It is for the better. I have realised over the last 3 years that I am and never was a person meant for some types of relationships, and one of those types is the traditional kind where you live and love together and pretty much own each other until the end of time. I am not to be owned. I know this because the person i am and the ( Read more... )

For someone who has never glimpsed the majesty of a pristine and spacious body of water bereft of the confusion of marine commerce, it will be impossible to conceive of a place like Lake Vostok. Four thousand meters below the surface of the central Antarctic ice sheet, this lake - roughly the size of Lake Ontario - has become a center of an ( Read more... )

This is in direct response to what Annan Dum posted about lead and crime rates, and Giuliani ( Read more... )

This userpic is me in my living room in a homemade Spiderman costume. Yes, I made this and went to the premier in it and it was awesome. I guess I kind of owe it to myself to have Jamie take pictures sometime, but we never got around to it.

I promised, so here's a link I think should work. Let me know if it doesn't. I'd write more, but I'm quite tired after uploading all this on a dialup.

http://s25.photobucket.com/albums/c75/therogon/Public/

Samantha Lily Mallory ( Read more... )