Well, it's been over a year since I last wrote in my journal. Yes, I'm a slacker, but with all that's happened it's been the last thing on my mind. Let's see where do I begin. Well, I left off unemployed and clueless as to what would be next. Shortly before I lost my job, Kirstin lost hers. We were both on unemployment for a good part of 2004 ( Read more... )

I've spent most of my day today watching movies. Even now I'm watching Bandits. In recent days I've realized how much I enjoy movies. I've always been a movie fanatic, but I finally came to the conclusion that at least once in my life I must take part in a movie. Whether it be as writer, director, or actor, I feel that I'm destined to do ( Read more... )

For some time now I have wanted to update my journal, I've just been too lazy to do so. I guess a little bit of depression has set since I lost my job. Yup, I'm unemployed and jobs like my old one are scarce. Unemployment income is looking good about now and I'm finally getting a more positive outlook on the entire situation. I figure God has a ( Read more... )

In the last few weeks I have really been observing my friendships with other people. Last night I learned several things about my friends. I had a party and had invited several of them to come and join me for a little laughter and a lot of fun. Well, before I knew it 15 people had canceled on me and some of them who I consider to be quite close ( Read more... )

Hello! Well, it's been another week...another long week. Alex flew in earlier tonight and arrived safely thankfully! That means we'll be spending an eventful weekend together. We have a family reunion of sorts planned for tomorrow, so that ought to be a little fun. My Dad and I are suppose to ride down on his motorcycle, but of course I won't ( Read more... )

It's been another seven long days since I've written in my journal. I need to keep up here. I've been so busy at home and getting things together for school that journaling has been the last thing on my mind. Thanks to my good friend Charlotte giving me a hard time about not writing frequently, I decided to change that ( Read more... )

Well, it's been about a week since I've actually journaled. Where have I been..well...around. This past weekend caused a crazy chain reaction in my life that brought about several major changes. It all started out with some innocent fun over at Cory's again. I was drinking and smoking. Yes, two things I had been saying I wanted to quit for a ( Read more... )

Well, today was interesting. It started off simple. The same as usual, waking up at the last minute, rolling out of bed nearly colliding with the floor, and then off to work. What was so strange about it...or should I say interesting was the events that came about after work. Capital One has what they call a fun day, which is where your team/ ( Read more... )

I'm finding myself in a slump of depression. Usually I'm pretty optimistic about life and the bricks it throws at me but not this time. I'm so tired of the viscious cycle that life puts me through. I need to be on gentle not speed wash. Honestly, with everything going on in my life, this must be a test. I have little to no money left and each ( Read more... )

Well, the worst thing just happened. I spent the last 15 minutes writing an amazing entry and it was deleted. I can hardly remember half of what I talked about. How unfair ( Read more... )