Its nearly 7am and i have yet to go to sleep...17 DAYS TILL FACETIME! Although...i think the reason i cant sleep is that i need confirmation that Tracy might maybe want to go on the 16th to Manchester....if she does, dude i will WET my pants. Thats pracically SIX days away and i can afford to go if mum swings me the ticket as my birthday present * ( Read more... )

So, i had a warm revelation yesterday that i'm not going to be taking any more SHIT from anybody. I'm sorry but where the FUCK were you when my doctor told me i could die? Where were you, when my family shut me out and sent me packing to some grotty sheltered housing protection services? Where were YOU when i tried to kill myself? Thats right...you ( Read more... )

Evening all...i hope you had a good Christmas, mine was pretty chilled, with my mum, step-dad and bro. Got some nice presents...guns n roses tshirt and book! LOL my mum finally got it right this year and bought stuff i either needed, or wanted desperately ( Read more... )

It's almost Christmas time! So, the events of the past month.

Kirt oved into Jason's old room...Kirt seems like a very ice young man....till you get to know him, Kirt believes he's exempt from everything and nothing can touch him. How very wrong he was. He's been arrested three times for three dfferent offenses and faces three court hearings. What ( Read more... )

Well last night didnt go as planned...i dint go see Macbeth with Sam...coz i hate it...so i gets thiscall from Welsh telling me to comr round to his, so i did, ad we ended up going to the local fair with Andy, Kirsty, Ginger Dan (who had an awesome book on chicken olympics!LMAO!) and his girlfriend..and although it as awkward at times..i had fun. I ( Read more... )

So maybe i'm not so much of a dumbfuck. Who'd have guessed? Went round to Welsh's last night with Sam and the guy that supposedly likes me Andy was there too...because he lives there...DUH...lol...we had a pretty good time, i didnt wanna leave early so i booked me and Sam a taxi cab at about 2am haha, everytime i went outside for a cigarette, (even ( Read more... )

I dont really know how to feel at the moment...keep going from being utterly in despair to feeling like i wanna punch somebody really hard to fleeting moments of happiness. I dont even know what happy is anymore. Today i had bad stomach ache (hey whats new!), so i was already in a bad mood, til my stepdad revealed he bought himsef and my mum ( Read more... )

I've been listening to some sexy music recently...

A bit of Hed PE, Blackout...

I blackout!!

Dont you put words in my mouth
Dont try to shut me up
Im not about plastic skin
I gotta get out, gotta get out, in
What about those things you said to me
What about the time weve wasted
Everydays just like the one before
Everytime I see your face..

[chorus]

I blackout
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My Shannon is totalllllyyy insaneeee, shes getting my name tattooed on her neck tomorrow, which when i first thought about it, was a bit crazy but then when  thought about it, i think its the fucking sweetest thing in the entire world. This girl is literally my life. 5 years as of february 2008, seems like yesterday, we spent a lot of the evening ( Read more... )

ohmagoshhhh, myy eyesssss THEY BLEEEEEDDDDDDD WITH TIREDNESSSSSSS. lol. ok dramatics over.

eat shit wendy matthews.

emo boy...grow up. and stop crying.

karla marla...love you.

aynsleybean...UMMM GARRYYY!

jonboy...growl like corey taught you boy!

that is all. i think.

oh wait....YES THEY DESERVED TO DIE...AND I HOPE THEY BURN IN HEEEELLLL! MMMHMMMMM BITCH ( Read more... )