Thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday recently.
Hope everyone is ok.
{{{hugs}}}

xA

the longer I live
the more disappointed and disallusioned I become
with life
the world and people around me
and myself.

I am giving up ( Read more... )

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self-loathing
cowardice
failure
sadness
loneliness
nothingness
inability
indecisiveness
pain
ache
annoyance
anger
hurt
resigned
tired
disappointed
curious
bitter
unfocused
regretful
miserable
inevitable
pathetic

these tests (below this) were pretty accurate I guess
(kudos to bohemiangel for having them on HER LJ)


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I bought 2 cds today. One was Miss E - So Addictive, by Missy Elliott, and the other was my first ever cd by The Smiths.

here....

"I am the son, and the heir ( Read more... )

so many things I have to say ( Read more... )

This is long overdue, and I'm sorry it's taken me a while.I just want to thank everyone who has posted words of support, encouragement, friendship, empathy, camaraderie, love etc etc etc in my LJ over the last few months ( Read more... )

life mocks me ( Read more... )

it's 4:06am and the f**king birds are singing outside the f**king window.

Again.

It's a good job I'm alone, cause I could willing rip someone's/something's head off right now.

I reeeeeeeeally need to smash something.

Jesus I'm tense.

I hate this.
hate it
hate it
hate it