Rob's mom's wedding today. I'm getting dressed right now ( Read more... )

i dev devided to upate cause kay did. here's a quick overview. i fuckin hate school, i'm prolyl getting my ibook soon, i need to write songs cause i finally got a band together, i need a band name, and i can't wait to graduate. i haven't done homework in a straight week...i think. been listening to great music lately. i really need to set aside ( Read more... )

fuck everyone. private entries are where it's at.

( there is no need to read this )

i feel like a fucking idiot. right when i start to feel really good about something. i'm reassured that it's not happening and that it won't happen in a long long time. i just don't get it. it's all psychological. i don't know how much longer i can do this. i want to live under the ocean. or on mars. i just have to figure out how to get there. i'm ( Read more... )

it's official...it's been a year ( Read more... )

last nite was wonderful. i love it because it's one of those things you have to do. being young and whatnot. it's like an obligation. i mean when else will i ever do it. i didn't enjoy having to wake up though. we went to ihop. i've had a difficult time forming this into words. i just found myself sitting there thinking that i wouldn't have anyone ( Read more... )

i've never felt so fucking alone in my life. i should've just slept tonight.

~these_are_mine~


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i feel no desire to really update. everything is good. and i am happy ( Read more... )