standing up for myself more

Sep 18, 2014 12:13

I think the more I realize who is healthy in my life or not i have less tolerance. Yesterday's lesson was meh ( Read more... )

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these_days September 19 2014, 01:28:07 UTC
yes to all the points you made. I know deep in my heart she would pull all those punches and I don`t need to be involved in any of it and I don`t care how she talks to me about it after, I`m so fucking glad I said no.

I will do all that. I`m planning to make a set of deadlines and I`m planning on finishing it by the winter and getting the fuck out. I know it`s maybe cowardly to simply not show up after winter break but I`d rather deal with angry emails than to have her put me down and attack me verbally face to face if I say I don`t want to take lessons any longer. I can`t take that right now with how I`ve been feeling lately. I`ve told her as far as turkish goes I want to work with what Artemis gave me as homework and with her I only want to work on `al tooba` and I`ll most likely have to repeat this for every private lesson here on out.

I know your schedule is crazy and busy and you are getting more group classes and gigs (yay) but I`d like to take some private lessons with ya once I`m free.

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