You know, the nicest thing about moving so far away to a place where no one knows you, is you get to kinda start over. 
You could change your name and the way you look and no one would know.
You could say you were interested in Art and Literature
You could stop making the same mistakes you made before.

I thought moving to chicago would help me start ( Read more... )

i cleaned up. and i got a job in 'boys town'
no more drugs right?
not when you work at coldstone...
well, i think i am on my way to

'ADULTHOOD'

ehh, yes when you have no money to pay rent....coldstone sounds like one hell of a job for me!!

taylor (my little brother): ' sam do you dare me to let my snake bite me?'

me: 'no'

taylor: 'good'

sometimes i feel like my brain is kinda fried
im too young too be strung out....i think

ha, but colorado is beautiful. i just really wish i could have brought my guitar along, i didnt think it'd be wise though. i like to travel light...but next time, im bringing my guitar no matter what. its flat here, but there are some big ol mountains westward ( Read more... )

i flew  into colorado today. boy oh boy do i feel relaxed. i did my laundry FOR FREE, and it smells clean and fresh just like it used to. i ate dinner with my family, cake with my mom, and watched the news. its funny how much i used to take this for granted ( Read more... )

according to my sources, i havent updated my livejournal in over 23 weeks. time to change that!

we are having a snow storm tonight. i didnt even think it was going to snow today, infact, it seemed warmer and more temperate than its been all week. its probably snowed 6 inches, and its still going. i am not used to living in the snow, so it makes me ( Read more... )

i got to spend this past weekend in oregon, just relaxing. boy, does it feel so nice to sleep in, and take it easy.
i've been driving up to the mountains to play my guitar and kinda get away from everyone (my family is kinda crazy), and i cannot describe how nice it is. everything here is green green green. the sky is blue with these big ol white ( Read more... )

i am convinced some people dont have hearts, and some people just don't feel a thing. well, i feel way more than i want to. when i love someone, i LOVE someone, when i hate someone, i hate someone, when i'm sad, i am sad. so sad i can't sleep or think. 
fuck it

jesus, i've got some things to figure out.  and this is taking alot longer than i ever thought it could

i will not come to you.

i believe i have begun over three accounts to date, but i seemed to have forgotten all the names. here is another one, lets see how long it takes me to forget this password.

i have alot on my mind, but there's never much for me to say.