School's slowly coming back into fruition. Not really looking forward to it. I'm gonna miss Will. I know it's for a semester but it's definitely going to be a lot more boring without him.

I finally got to hang out with some old friends. Ever since Mat got his license, I haven't really gotten out much since he always has the car ( Read more... )

I'm 20, I should still have teenage angst.The Fuck. Today, my dad threw a lamp at my face... with the fluorescent kind of bulb; you know the ones people buy to save money. Well, you're not saving much on it when shards of it are in your son's forehead. That's right, shards of those spiral shaped light bulbs which, up until now i though were pretty ( Read more... )

About friday night (cont.) I feel bad but at the same time, not really regretting it. I'm not sure what that makes me. Well, the gist of it is: I did some things with Bec. I'm really honest when I drink, and I just told her everything. How I felt. The whole night we just talked and danced. And things happened. I'm still an asshole. It's my best ( Read more... )

I've done a bad thing. But I kind of don't regret it. That makes it worse than it already is. I'll explain later I have work now.

Work, School, Rinse, and REPEAT.

I'm not good enough for anyone. Especially for myself.

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I'm naked but dressed to kill.

Today was a breath of fresh air. I went to the city with Ilya, Lance, and Ilya's friend, Jenn. We went to the sidewalk cafe. Apparently it's the longest running open stage in the city. Regina Spektor started out there. I can't believe I got to touch a piano she played on many times... I can't describe how awesome this day was. It was so good that I ( Read more... )