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Falling so fast I cannot scream ( Read more... )

Wish your arms would hold me, take away the tears
Wish your lips would kiss me, chase away the fear
Hold me till the storm has passed
Hold me till we’re old and gray

Nothing makes sense anymore. i feel lost and confused. I feel like my beliefs don't fit. I search but can't find out why. its frustrating, depressing, and tiresome. it seems like everything else is falling apart. like i have no control. i have lost faith, or maybe it was just never there. i feel weak. i hate feeling like this.

your teeth left a perfect
impression on my heart
grinding it in, forever
leaving your mark.
laughing as you
trace the wounds
that won't close.
through tears
i continue to fall
head over heart
into your absent arms.
hoping each time
you will catch me.
this lesson i know
i won't learn.

Is it supposed to hurt this much when your not here? Or have I let myself fall to much. Its so hard to keep a level head when I look into your eye's, when I think about how you feel when your arms embrace me in a hug. You have swallowed me whole. You stopped my breath the moment I saw you walk through that door. I forgot how to breath, my heart ( Read more... )

but since i can't I'll just complain on here. this cold is kicking my ass!

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It early, or late. not sure which considering i have not been asleep yet. I want to sleep, but something on mind is keeping me up and i am not sure what it is. I figured typing shit out on here might help. so sorry if anyone reads this, sorry for the rant to nowhere.. i found a link to a website i set up for myself years ago while i was redoing my ( Read more... )