I'm going to the Goblet of Fire premiere with amanda, elena, and some other people this Saturday. There's no school today because of the election so amanda and a bunch of other people (I don't even know who o_O) are coming over my house today. We're gonna start making the posters and stuff for the premiere. We were all gonna meet at manda's but my ( Read more... )

Had my first fun filled workday in the new Berlin stop and shop. They put me on self-scanner which I now hate. Of all the people that come into the self-scan lane, 70% stand around dumbfounded for a minute till I point to the sign and say, "Self-Scanner". Then they yell at me for suggesting they scan their own stuff (the audacity!) and promptly ( Read more... )

I've been trying really hard to just bear with all the crap in my life lately. I mean, just suck it up and wait it out. I'm not sure how much longer I can keep this up though.
My mother told me today that I should slit my wrists.

I stayed home sick from school today. I had to call out sick on my last day of training too. My throat it broken I guess. I don't know, I can't talk and breathing is a little hard sometimes plus it hurts like hell to swallow. My mom and I got in a big fight over it but whatever. I'm just a little worried that I won't be able to talk tomorrow. We're ( Read more... )

I went to New York today and actually had a alot of fun. I was thinking it wouldn't be since I was going with my mother, sister, and her two ten year old friends. It was for amanda's birthday; she was getting to take two friends to the american girl place. We got up at six and drove to waterbury to catch the train to bridgeport. We switched trains ( Read more... )

Well I'm back home again, kinda. I've agreed to sleep and shower here but besides that I really don't want to be here any more than I absolutely have to. When I got home yesterday my parents didn't even look at me. They muttered "hey" but they were way to busy watching a movie to say anything else to me. They haven't done a fucking thing to my room ( Read more... )

I'm at emily's house. I've been here since yesterday and I'm not exactly sure when I'm gonna leave or where I'll go. I went home to get some things I needed and try to talk to my parents a bit. My mother freaked out and kicked me out of the house kinda. For trying to move out? She's stupid. She just started shoving all my stuff in my face and ( Read more... )

Sorry, I have another depressing entry. Hopefully this will be the last ( Read more... )

I'm kinda considering stopping the blogging here. I don't think anyone really reads it anymore cause it's all "myspace" now. Of course lately I have been really depressing and I understand if people didn't want to comment, but if it is just cause everyone's on myspace then there's no point keeping this going. Lol, this almost sounds threatening. It ( Read more... )

I got home from rachel's party yesterday to a bedroom ankle deep in water.