Oh my love, how I should've realised, I've had you all along, you were always there for me, you were always the one I relied upon, you were my companion on the road to life ever since I met you, only recently have I suddenly realised how much you mean to me, you've been through the good, and the bad, you've stuck by me even when I abondoned you, or ( Read more... )

So if I haven't told you it, or you didn't understand my indirectness, I have gone through two relationships, and they both ended with me flat on my ass, Karla: Started out fresh, slowly got more and more depth, went on a camping trip, two weeks before school started she needed a break, we never got back together, her excuse was she was not ready ( Read more... )

So I decide in my boredome to look back on my journal. See what has been up in my life. Well I have reached a conclusion, everything I percieved has come true. For instance, I quote myself, "I don't even think I'd be able to handle a relationship, I'd probably fuck it up royally..." and to my amusement I have proved it... twice. I miss last year, ( Read more... )

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Why can't I wake from this dream, someone just shake me awake, I can't pinch myself up, it's becoming too rampant, I just want to escape, finally be free. I don't want anymore attachment, I just want freedom, just to breath the breath of myself, be who I am, who am I? I don't know, maybe if I leave I'll find out, maybe if I travel far away I'll ( Read more... )

Like the new icon? Yeah, I like it too..
P.S. Sorry you're feeling so down Dana, and wish I could do something to help. You deserve to be happy...

So yeah, I'm sick (again... goes crazy, picks up phone throws it out window)... Speaking of which, WHY WON'T THE PHONE STOP RINGING!?! It's call after call after fucking CALL. Why must my parents both be powerful people in their jobs? Why can't they work at somewhere that does have people calling every 3 minutes? Or at 2 in the morning? And we don' ( Read more... )

( Colin's amazing weekend (the super abridged edition) )

( My life can only be summed up into this... )

After weeks of thinking, knowing, understanding, and lies. I'm finally ready to move on, knowing that keeping my head in the past, won't keep me ahead of the game, time to move on, time to throw away the old news, and bring in the new. 'least I have my friends, though as diverse as they may be, I love them all, and hope to help them as best I can, ( Read more... )