I'm all alone in this world again, and guys still like to use me and are finding more ways to trick me so they can use me.

I'm sick of guys in general, if only I found females attractive, some are, but yeh, who knows.

My heart is so fucking sick of everything, I'm suprised I have one left.

And of course I'm getting behind financially again, kill

So I'm up a lil early before work from dreaming  a lot last night. It's probably cuz I didn't smoke before sleeping, I sleep much better when I smoke before bed. But yeh, mainly my dreams were about Hollywood Video "Reopening" and them wanting me to work there again. I have these dreams a lot, always in different forms, I think because I miss the ( Read more... )

Hello Livejournal.com 2008. Been a year and longer since I've written in you. Lots has happened. Quick version, I'm out on my own again in a new apt, after living in my grandma's house and back home, living with my friend Shaun and currently Vallee, <3, I'm working at 7-Eleven, have picked up some bad habits, and now best friends with Deron, I'm ( Read more... )

this has probably been the most hectic/emotional/fun/interesting/depressing/happiest years of my life. and thank God its over soon. Like seriously, i dont think i can date anyone anymore until i meet someone who I actually like or can tell me how they feel, for some reason, never works out that way with me. but yeh, moving on along ( Read more... )

so yeh, it's been 2 months since I've updated, so I guess it be that time to update once again. So in school, I have been doing well as usual. Not much is really going on, I'm dating a guy named Jason though, who I like a lot, and we went to Busch Gardens yesterday, it was fun, like noone was there, and we got on the rides fast, so it was cool. ( Read more... )

So I totally got accepted to IADT (International Academy of Design and Technology) yesterday, it was aweoms, I went in there and they were like yeah, you're going ot make a great student, and I was like yeah I know, loil. But yeh, that's all I guess, BYE!

So school totally started today, for my last time, thank the G. So I was up on the phone with Cory til' 3am sometime, and i woke up not that tired, so that was good. But now I'm suffering, loil, and I got work in like 2 hours. Anywho so my classes are first period, teacher assistant 2, period two, economics, period three, BST, and period four, ( Read more... )

For some reason the Universe hates me and I'm on its bad side and I don't see what I've done wrong for it to hate me and pain me in ways I've been in pain. You know what, Fuck the universe.

ok, well I have 2 days off for once. Today I didn't really do nething besides get in touch with my inner savage garden and see dark water. Weird movie, but I liked it, and it's not that scary ( Read more... )

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