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I am normally SO indecisive. And this is the one point in my life that I am completely sure, and it's out of my reach by thousands of miles.

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i hate that songs trigger feelings and memories.
things i would sell anything i own to have back.

get the fuck out of my journal. do you really think that i havn't noticed the fact that i have a HUGE nose??? Honestly, I've lived with it my whole life. But i'm not about to go hide under a rock over it. AND YES I HAVE GAINED WEIGHT and probably with good reason. I'm sorry but I'm not a horrible person. So whatthefuck is your problem? Or are you ( Read more... )

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"Perhaps I should let you all in on a little secret. No one likes you in the future. This time period is looked at as being full of lazy, self-centered, civically ignorant sheep. Perhaps you should be less concerned about me and more concerned about that."

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god i fucking care about someone.
i care about them so much that when they leave my heart kind of sinks.
and frankly, that scares the shit out of me.

why the fuck am i so nice?
ugh
yay for the most fucking boring night on the planet.
anyone want to come over?
also depreciate wanting with all your being for someone in particular to drive up to your curb,
when you know they won't.
i forgot how much i hate this shit.
oh and i fucking hate girls
fucking fuckitty fuck fuck im in a badddd mood.