So it has been awhile since my last update and I figured I should update. And because my current state of mind is completly different from what my journal makes it out to look like ( Read more... )

Today was sweet. I thought it was gonna be just some boring day off, but I got some X-mas shopping done with k$. and freaking dodgeball out of thin air. it was sweet, we murdered. Im Sorry Kid ( Read more... )

I have so many regrets.

I pull back, the resistance on the bow is getting weaker...i have the shot!.. but for some reason I hesitate. Get it together man, take the shot.

Oh yea! Freaking Dodgeball playoffs are tomarrow! Good Luck guys, we have worked hard to get were we are, lets not let it all be in vain.

and for those of you reading who are like this kid serious, its only a freaking dodgeball game, well...fuck you.

I buried the needle on the cav today, i wish i had a camera so I could make a giant poster of it.

I have watched myself change over well it seems only weeks, but its probibly been longer. Growin up...yea...im not dreading it anymore. It wont be a big deal, of course im not gonna change the world and no one will care about me except for my friends and family and girlfriend??? haha its beeen soooo long, oh well thats life. Something good will ( Read more... )

I wish i knew what you were thinking.

people just dont treat others right anymore. no regret, as long as they get there kicks in. no one deserves to be treated like a peice of dirt unless they are a piece of shit waste of life.

have the ideals of respect and honor completley faded?

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