i haven't used this is soooo long.
mainly because i couldn't remember my password and it took a good 3 years to remember.
not to mention it's an old e-mail also.
yay for me.

the lj is back and large and in chaaaaarge.

it's been a while ( Read more... )

uh oh... posting ( Read more... )

imotherfuckinghatemylife.

eh. i made a mini-entry and figured what the hell, why not write a whole one for the time in ages?

but lately all i've done nothing but mope, and cry, and whine, and go through the whole depression shit again, which i don't care to elaborate on. so honestly, you've really missed out on a whole bunch of NOTHING.

and to the very few (the proud, the ( Read more... )

I love shea. She is one of the strongest people I've ever known. and you really have to know her to know that. I was always in Awe of her. she has always been my rock. I love her more than she'll ever know.

cue emotional breakdown.

i love you for that more than you'll ever know.

i'm at a loss for words.

it's funny how a long, drawn-out period of perfection can be ruined in a minute's time.

it never fails to stab me in the back like this, when it's least expected and can do the most damage.

let's just get together and cross our fingers that people stay true to their promises, for once.

note to self: never listen to box car ( Read more... )

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oh god, i feel an emo entry coming on. save yourself.

i hate having to admit i need things/people. and i have a feeling that's exactly what i'm going to have to say.

and don't you hate it when you find the most random thing that someone wrote and it's just something small, and most people wouldn't give it a second thought, but it irks you that they ( Read more... )

so i had a good weekend. i suppose. some parts were better than others ( Read more... )