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yesterday, woke up, went to the laundromat and dried clothes for an hour, all while watching all my children and one life to live. ah, good stuff. almost went and got my taxes done, but i decided to save my $81 and just wait to do it later ( Read more... )

this has probably been the worst weekend i've had a long time. so much has gone wrong in such a short amount of time. oh well, i'm sure it'll pass over soon enough ( Read more... )

'shea means the world to me, i can't see myself without her.'

'i feel for you.. like i could be with you forever.. and i really really would love that. i adore you and everything about you. there's no way i could ever forget you.'

here's to hoping he's true to his word. happy anniversary, jasper. i love you so very much.


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my god, i suck. it's 5 in the morning and i still haven't gone to sleep.

maybe i have a good reason for not being able to sleep, but it doesn't pertain to any of you, so why elaborate?

happy 9 months to me and jay. <3. i love you ( Read more... )

oh my god, i'm SO pissed. i just typed out this asslong entry and went to click 'update' and my mouse went beserck and hit 'rich text' and i went back and it's gone. so let's make this brief before i cut a bitch.

friday, worked, went to see white noise with jay afterwards, and he stayed the night.

saturday, jay left that morning, laid in bed all ( Read more... )

so, i just got back from jay's, seeing as how i woke up at 6:15 this morning to go to his house before he went to school to deliver some clothes and collapse with him for a good 15-20 minutes. his mom 'woke us up' and was feeding quackers and such. gah, quackers is so effin' pretty. one of these days i'm going to steal that animal of love and keep ( Read more... )

eh. this weekend has totally sucked, but been good all the same. b/c i've worked my ass off, all of the 'plans' i had got fucked up, and i barely got to see jay when we were supposed to actually spend time together this weekend, but of course, that didn't go as well as hoped.

anyhoo, brandi stayed with me wednesday night, and we stayed up until 5 ( Read more... )

eh, i suppose i should write all the super duper stuff i got for christmas and such, but i won't. waste of time, and it doesn't really pertain to anyone, except for the fact that i got a new cell phone and if you want the number, hit me up with a comment and i'll deliver.

i spent my 'holidays' penny-pinching and busting my ass at work to buy ( Read more... )

hmmm.. so i ended up not working the night of brandi's shindig and had a grand ole' time, only to find jay in the parking lot of the movie, being kicked out of his house, he stayed here with me for a week, he went back home, and since then, i've workedworkedworked, and yet i'm still broke. i'll be lucky to have shopped for everyone in time for ( Read more... )