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I hate the fact that I feel like I am not accomplishing anything in life. Truly I feel like I do not have any real friends. All I do is work and never hang out with anyone. I've been trying to lose weight for over a month and yet my clothes are shrinking.I just feel like I need to cry. This picking up and moving on is not as easy as I thought. I ( Read more... ) -
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In my life I had never broken a bone, had surgery, or even been really badly sick. It seems that since I've turned 20 my health has went downhill. First, I had a herniated disk and had my first surgery. I've had numerous spinal blocks and had allergic reactions to them. In the last 3 months I had another herniated disk discovered. Then I've had ( Read more... ) -
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So school is going along pretty well. Graduating in august if I pass all my classes. Work is busy. I've got another herniated disk and if I don't lose weight and exercising I will have to have surgery. As for a love life it is nonexistent. Trying to make it work with someone who is holding back and not caring that he is hurting me. I'm almost ( Read more... ) -
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As I look back on 2010, it has been a year of new career experiences, to experience love and heart with the one I love, and I'm learning how to move on with me. For 2011, I want to accomplish so much in the 12 months.
•I am not letting anything this time to get in the way of me graduating.
• I want to be fully out of debt.
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As I sit at work bored I do way too much thinking. Thinking too much causes me to have anxiety attacks. And that being said I feel all alone in a town where I know soo many. I feel like I'm in a new town starting over but really I'm here where I know people and have friends. My closest friends all live hours away and it makes me sad that I don't ( Read more... ) -
One day I will be the one for someone
A lot has happened. Jakob is cancer free for the time being but he still has a long road ahead. I got a job at the Center for Domestic Preparedness as a general clerk in the travel department. I love my job. It is nice to wear something other than a uniform and smelling like a huge burger. I am so much happier. I have a lot of weight even though i ( Read more... ) -
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My four year old nephew Jakob has leukemia -
Things are never perfect
In the past couple of months I got a new part time job with a contractor at homeland security as a role player I love my job I get to act stupid and get paid for it but yesterday the students got a little rough and now I'm paying for it. As for my love life I'm trying to figure out a way to push down the love for someone so that I can let myself ( Read more... ) -
this is for the heartless man hat was in my life
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New years resolution
Do not let old loves back in
Graduate school
Make new friends
Have more fun
Get a better job
Maybe meet a new love
Getting into shape
Begin living my life again.
I will be bringing in the new year cleaning out my house and getting rid of reminders of the bad parts of my life.
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