last night i did nothing. i stayed home. just like i said i should do. it was me jacqueline, Bri and jake.. pretty much i was downstairs by myself most of the time because i just wanted to be alone. you would think that people who hate drama would stay out of it but its like they cause it. w/e though. i hate it and i try to stay away. So me and the ( Read more... )

so there was some drama at school .. hmm whats new ??? w/e though im sick of crying at school. i don't like me being this way. im not the kind of person that people want to be around because of how i am acting. its hard but im trying to get through this. i've changed and its not for the good either. its like i have lost myself. it makes me ( Read more... )

Smile Bri i love you! your best friends are here for you! everything will work out. this weekend has been okay... last night bri went to work and then me and jacqueline hungout with elliott we were going to go get shoes from the mall but the mall was closed. so we stopped at the store and got some treats.. elliott bought us candy and me my gummy ( Read more... )

wow yesterday i did absolutely nothing but be bored .. i went up to veijas with chris to go visit bri and then had elliott  meet me up there before he went to work .. then i  went home and did nothing. basically i waited for elliott to get off work. Bri ended up passing out at 8:00 8:30 because of how tired she was so me and chris just chilled and ( Read more... )

Why do you think we're here?
And do you think it's supposed to be kind?
Isn't life supposed to be fun?
Enjoying every minute isn't on my mind

Do you think this is a test?
A trial or tribulation laid upon us?
Or perhaps another worlds hell
Either way, the pain is oblivious

I long to go back in time
To the carefree days as a child
When there wasn't a reason ( Read more... )

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

so were back together and i am so happy .. i thought i really lost him..... we had the best night last night.. after school we went and saw the movie Hitch. Then we went to the ( Read more... )

once again if you don't want to hear about elliott then stop reading now..

we talked tonight, it was hard i haven't heard his voice in a while. it was an ok talk until he said that i don't care because i game him space (i thought thats what he wanted)...so i didn't call him for six days. thanks to all who gave me that advice.. lol. because that ( Read more... )

i know this journal is long but i had to get most of it out..its my journal and this is how i feel.. so if you don't like hearing about elliott then i would stop reading now...

THANK you charlee for the chocolate rose, and Bri for the card! I love you both. Its funny how my ex boyfriend who loved and cared about me so much doesn't get me anything ( Read more... )

school was ok .. cried once in first period then stayed strong for the rest of the day ..

so today i talked to an important person .. that went ok. i might get to live with really nice people... that could be really good. Relieved some stress. My friends went and got there nails done and came back *smiling* so i decided i should be smiling too! so ( Read more... )

Worst Day ever!!!

what to do .. think think ..

let him be .. give him time and space

will he come back ? we will see ..

was it really meant to be?.