So things aren't going good again .. what to do.. i lost h.i.m. all because of ..... _ _ _ _ _! Grrr and i thought he would always be here for me through the thick and the thin. But no he's not. Give him time,give him space .. will he come back ? should i let him back? all these questions going through my head .. annnoying and repeating over and ( Read more... )

... sitting in my computer class looking at bri passed out next to me.. very cute! She had a pretty good day today. i've been looking up the shows coming to SOMA and there coming soon and we need to buy tickets. i really want to go to THE USED and MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.. there coming in April. they can sell out soon though. So many good ones coming ( Read more... )

yesterday bri had saturday school so me and elliott and chris hung out for a while than picked up bri. elliott had work so he left at 2. so me bri and chris put bris room together and *smiled*... it was pretty chill. then elliott came and hungout with us.

so far today .. we have been working hard on bris room bringing dressers up and getting yelled ( Read more... )

so i picked up a card for elliott last night ... people told me not to give it to him in person and to just slip it in his locker. i guess he didn't get it until break and he still didn't talk to me. i guess he talked to my friends though and asked how i was. no thats not good enough.. if he loved me and cared he would come to me. Me his girlfriend ( Read more... )

i don't know whats going to happen today.. i don't know if were together i don't know if hes d-o-n-e. i don't know anything he hasn't talked to me. but i will leave him alone like i did yesterday. its so hard though. Today is our 4 months.. it seems like so much longer. i hope i have a good day today........

Today pretty much was gay...

Elliott talked to me .. kinda. .. this morning before 1st and that was the last time i talked to him. Just when everything seems to be going so good. WHY? It is not my fault .. i know its not and i shouldn't be crying over it, but i am because i don't understand what he is doing. he didn't meet me after any classes ( Read more... )

well tonite i am staying at Bris my best friend! well we are working things out. A lot has gone on tonite...

i was with elliott after school we went to one of his friends to watch a movie for his english class and it was pretty funny. we ordered pizza hmm OH MY! i didn't eat it because it smelled like something ive never smelled before. so i didn't ( Read more... )

I'll go, take a walk inside your head ( Read more... )

Slumber Party @ Bri's tonite!! Girls ONLY! Bring a pillow, blanket, and sheet for the fort.. 2 rolls of toilet paper and 2 eggs if you want...Barbies are welcome but no Ken! Movies tonite: Beauty & the Beast and Cinderella! Games: Candyland, Hungry Hungry hippo, and Twister! Yay! See you girls there!

None of you silly boys are aloud because you ( Read more... )

At school .. really bored and not the best day! hmm lets start with the good news.. i got a phone call in my 6th period class and i have an interview with PacSun .. yay! i am so excited i need a job so bad...so wish me luck! Thats about the best thing that happened today.

So i stress over Elliott so much, way to much. honestly today i cried so ( Read more... )