Im confused, ive found something im not used to. Almost like im welcome now, something is different. People talk to me now, like they actually value my opinion, like i have something smart to say, never had that before. For all my life i felt so one sided, trying to make myself appealing to others and wanted around ( Read more... )

Well the worst day of the week is done, which went pretty good considering. I guess the happiness from the weekend is still wearing off. Met some really nice people that i met when i saw the movie on sat and now added them to my LJ yay! Got most of my marks from school for the coming report and the damage doesnt look too severe, so i might actually ( Read more... )

Well my evening was quite nice, went and saw the movie "saw". Id have to say one of the best dark/twisted flicks ive ever seen, cant predict a damn thing throughout the whole thing ( Read more... )

Seems like one of those days where you do absolutely nothing, tend to yourself and your whims. So why does it feel wasted? A friend was talking to me about the future, and i wonder will i look back on these days and be happy? Or will i be ashamed of what i was or what i become? How about the other path? Sigh these things seem to plague me whatever ( Read more... )

Its amazing how many perspectives exsist out there, so many opinions in so many ways. Seems like no one could ever exactly see eye to eye, there would always be slight differences. Such a tiring system. Well glad the fiasco that was remembrance day is over, put alot of work into the vids (hope you enjoyed them ( Read more... )

Its interesting what can happen in a day, you never truely know what you might run into. The trip went very well and i felt like i truely belonged that day, i had a place, i was happy comfortable where i was. Its such a great feeling, to act how you really want to and not regret your actions. Also, as you open up it seems to encourage others as ( Read more... )

Well another week is here, another week of school, and what a way to start off with a biology test. Needless to say i tried to study but with working at school on sunday and that lab that the teacher wasnt even there to collect today, id say i probably didnt do my best. O well its come and gone and i live another day. Besides the morning the day ( Read more... )

Yay my first entry! Hello to all or anyone that reads this. Well today i had a very nice sleep as i slept in till 11, although I did feel like my limbs were made of lead after i finally dragged myself out of bed. Got a call from work asking if i could come in for the day but i said i had alot of work to do (didnt feel like it ( Read more... )