I think its finally beginning to happen, this fear of acting on myself seems to be slowly fading away. This is a good and bad thing, as this shyness of mine fades, others take its place. Which may or not be a good thing. Maybe i will try to hold on to some of it just for balance in a way. I hope i was fine, and i had a great time last night. I hope ( Read more... )

All around me are familiar faces ( Read more... )

Its interesting how our minds work, so helpful at times and hinder us terribly another. When you come to think about it, its amazing how many things you can actually remember with it. So many labyrinths and dark holes inside it, trapped inside our own maze ( Read more... )

Well i have to say this has been a pretty decent weekend, aside from a few minor setbacks. Well on friday i went to the movies with Amy and Jamie and we saw national treasure. I thought the movie was quite good, but some of the deductions go waaayyy over your head. Also this is when my throat started to hurt and i think im coming down with a cold ( Read more... )

Well I must say the day went quite well. The highlight of the day had to be the hypnotist show, i wanted to be a volunteer, but he didnt pick me! boooo ( Read more... )

Wow. I like this, this place i found, its like i matter here. Im wanted, cared about. I like this feeling, I dont want to leave it. Well Jen and I went to the mall for christmas shopping today, which was quite fun. I enjoyed myself greatly. Shit happens right jen? :P After that liz and amy dragged me back to the mall where we went to the food court ( Read more... )

It seems that time of year is just around the corner, the powdery white stuff begins to fall and everything seems a bit more cheerful. I love the affect a fresh snow gives everything. So clean and bright, looks so welcoming. Such a lovely time of year, if not for the -40 weather of it being so cold that it burns feeling :P ( Read more... )

It seems the more time I spend in this world, the more I despise it. I see cruel and heartless that i thought never would of been, but ive been proven wrong time and time again. There is no such thing as fair or equality. Words made up trying to put order and compassion into chaos and hatred. It seems we were almost to only look out for one person ( Read more... )

Yay its that time again, here comes the weekend ( Read more... )

Well I went out and met Liz and Amy last night technically for the first time, its interesting how you react to situations like this. Believe me now that im a dull person? :P Most likely proved it last night ( Read more... )