For those of you who give a shit and wonder why I haven't updated my livejournal in forever, I guess I don't have a reason. But I have decided to use my blog on myspace instead. So for the 2 people who give a shit about what I have to say, I update it fairly regularly. Click here to read it. (I advise you bookmark it)

last night was the worst night of my life. i know alot of people say that certain days are the worst day of their life based on something bad that happened or that things didn't go the way they planned. they say things like that but don't mean them in a literal sense because who really knows what day was actually the worst one they've ever had. ( Read more... )

I got fired today from Wendys. Funny story. I was schedule to work last friday, I show up to work, and for some reason people were telling me that they had found someone to cover for me. I was confused so I talked to one of my managers. He asked if I was even scheduled to work that day and I told him I was. He checked his charts and apparently ( Read more... )

Last night we all went up to the Turmoil show in Lima, Ohio. And by we all, I mean me, Matt Shock, Jay West, Melliki, Dustin Thomas, Dustin Lillard, and my friend Kerri. Needless to say we had to take more than one car on this trip. We get to the show, we meet all the guys, all that shit. Got to see my homie CP who I havne't seen in AGES so that ( Read more... )

So last night, me and Jerrod went out on a trip to Terra Haute, Indiana for a show we got on thanks to the Tsunamis. The trip was a long as hell and boring as fuck but we found ways to entertain ourselves, like driving 103 mph down a bunch of country roads. Good stuff. So we end up getting out to Terra Haute and meet up with the Tsunamis in a Toys ( Read more... )

So yesterday it was brought to my attention that Thanksgiving would be tomorrow. Kinda sucks. I really hate holidays. Mostly because they're meant to be spent with family and other loved ones, but that's kinda hard when you've got no family and no loved ones to be with. You'd think I'd be used to it but I guess I'm not. I can remember last year ( Read more... )

Every update I've put on here the last few times has been oober negative and depressing. This one isn't. Hoorah ( Read more... )

Not really a whole lot to put in here but fuck it, that never stoped me before. So whatever ( Read more... )

Lately I've felt like a shell. A hollow emotionless shell. It seems like all I ever do is fuck things up for myself. I've always said it seems that whenever I start to be happy something comes along and makes me feel worse than I did before. I realized today why that is. I realized that it's because I'm always fucking up my own happiness. That ( Read more... )

No titles. Fuck that. So today I went to the POG show in Michigan. Find out the day before or maybe the day before that I don't remember, that someone I missed really really bad was gonna be there so I was happy about that. Didn't work the show, just hung out with the said person. Show was good. I had fun. Long story short I came how and now I feel ( Read more... )