Yesterday morning, on Aug. 28 2007 at 9:05 a.m., my mother-in-law passed away at the age of 56. There are so many things that were wrong about this and I'm hoping to find some peace with all of this soon. I know I should since I found comfort in my religion but the fact is, it hurts so much. She made a lot of stupid mistakes and because of that, ( Read more... )

Yesterday morning, on Aug. 28 2007 at 9:05 a.m., my mother-in-law passed away at the age of 56. There are so many things that were wrong about this and I'm hoping to find some peace with all of this soon. I know I should since I found comfort in my religion but the fact is, it hurts so much. She made a lot of stupid mistakes and because of that, ( Read more... )

Ignoring all the other crap: finances, job issues, my health, let's stop for a moment and focus on something: human stupidity ( Read more... )

Caleb James Strickland was born at 11:59 p.m. on 8.3.2007. He came weighing 7 lbs even and 20 inches long. He's absolutely adorable! I'm tired though. Had to have a c-section and am currently switching between Dilaudin (an opiate 10 times stronger than morphine) and a double dose of morphine. Ahh, the joys of parent hood!

One would think that with the fact I've raised Rowan from birth, taken care of him and WANT HIM, that I wouldn't be fighting for custody of my son. With another little boy on the wayy (Caleb), I am not handling all of this so well. SAVE ME! It upsets me how people can just act so freely. I mean, Rowan's doesn't even want to see his father and now ( Read more... )

So, yeah! I barely log in anymore and I feel like I barely know any of the people here. I miss a lot of people though. Anyhoo, I'm doing great, Caleb (the baby) is doing good. Do August 24th ( Read more... )

Everyone in my house this week has sinusitis and strep. On top of that, Rowan has a stomach flu and pink eye. I can't take anything because I'm pregnant so: yeah for me. I am the "healthiest" person in the house and I STILL have to take care of everyone else while Being sick.Who wants to trade?

Yeah, Heather's back. So, I haven't been online for awhile and when I got internet back, I've been focused on stuff going on in my life. First things first, I've missed everyone very much but wonder if anyone will even remember me. Heh. Also, I got married last weekend to someone who fits me perfectly. His name is Josh but sometimes goes by T.J. ( Read more... )

So, this is the first time I've even checked in awhile and pretty soon I will be away for awhile again. Ummm.... Everything's been crazy. Some of it awful and scary and depressing and thent here is the wonderful stuff. Let's see, I've lost more weight. I have a new boyfriend I love SO much and its not just one of those gooby 3 day flings. This is a ( Read more... )

Alright, so someone I really cared about turned out to be a complete narcissist. A true friend would tell me exactly what they thought, even if they knew it would hurt me. I find myself disappointed by the fact that this person has chosen to "by extension" stop being friends with me simply because she's upset that I found out things she said about ( Read more... )