Because of the new decade I thought about erasing all my previous entries but then decided it'd take to long. Please let me apologize for all the emo-ness and stupidity I went through during the last few years of highschool and the beginning of college.I understand it was a stage and a lot of people go through that stuff...but really...after ( Read more... )

Love is the drug ( Read more... )

So as I think most know in a few months I will be a big sister. My father and Shawna are adopting a little baby girl from Vietnam. and for a while i was pretty indifferent about the entire thing but we just got pictures mailed to us. and i really think that this will be a great thing for them. and maybe itll be good for me too..im a little nervous ( Read more... )

i want ( Read more... )

i havnt written in this thing in forever.. and i havnt read entries of other people in forever. but i did today!! and.. yeah. it kinda makes me feel detached. i thought it was supposed to make me feel like i know more of whats going on in the peoples lives that i care about.. idk. maybe its just me and proves that i need to reach out more..( ( Read more... )

so you can call this what you want.. a journal entry or a letter.. but im writing it mostly for heather because she feels out of champaign-ness and it makes me sad..

Life here is pretty normal and ordinary.

My life within the last 5months or so in a nut shell:-
-Ive been applying to schools and got into ISU so far.. im waiting for other responses. ( ( Read more... )

*speechless*

Its insane how much my mood changes when he's back in town...
i dont think so much..(about the negative stuff)
I'm not so hard on myself when he's around because he just makes me feel that much better about who i am and about the world. he helps me see how beautiful and happy it really can be..
i smile every second im around him..
and its ( Read more... )

so tonights my last highschool homecoming EVER. whoaa..
(and kyles not here to be with me at it :-( )

but i think itll be a lot of fun because im going with all my seniors :-) which is soooooo much happiness.. because i love them. i really do. even when i end up not hanging out with them for a month straight. and hopefully they know that. We're ( Read more... )

i dont really update in this anymore..

life is life.
yep, idk.

<3

no more guys for a while.

yep. my sara and nico are back. thats really all i need...
my merry and lydia too. yep.

all guys do is bring random emotions that you dont need to begin with..
*sigh*

I GET TO SEE SARA TONIGHT!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH