I know a lot of people fast-forward an entry as a friends splash page, but let's face it, I don't have any friends. I am willing to make friends with everyone, especially fucked up people.

Stats
Height: 5'8
Current weight: 124
Highest weight: 150
Lowest weight: 115

Goals
Short term goal weight 1: 115
Short term goal weight 2: 110
Long term goal: ( Read more... )

Take this as you like it ( Read more... )

Long time since a last real update ( Read more... )

Been a while since I updated. This is what's new ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning at 122 lbs ( Read more... )

I just took 7 tramadol. They are some sort of painkiller. I'm feeling happy. I wish I had someone to talk to, but everyone is asleep. Because they don't have insomnia ( Read more... )

My last two days were an utter failure.
I had no drugs. I can feel the tinge of withdrawal coming back. But I'm not quitting. No fucking way.I binged and binged. I ate so much FAT food. I'm back up to 125 POUNDS. WHAT THE FUCK ( Read more... )

Today was fantastic.
All I drank were three Red Bulls.
I smoked some ice with my next-door neighbor. He's coooooooooool that way. Fuck I'm still shaking. Shaking doesn't burn calories, though.
I'll see the results in the morning.

And because I am a retro chick...

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Fake (sorta)I have another livejournal that is read quite often, but hell would freeze over before I ever put anything like this in there. I could be arrested or worse, get sent back to a hospital. I'm not really from New York. I have actually never been to the East Coast. My real location might give me away. So New Yorkers, I am sorry. My location ( Read more... )