The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.

[thesneakerpimp]

Seven days to go.

In seven days I am going to San Francisco, and I will not be coming back.

Physically, yes, I shall return - but that won't be "me".

Whatever happens over there, I will be a different person when I get back.

So, there's only seven days of this version of me left.

Good riddance.

Comments

[thesneakerpimp]

If I wasn't such a hardened geezer that comment would've made me get all emotional and lumpythroated and I'd want to say thanks and give you a hug and stuff... but I am, so none of that.

[thesneakerpimp]

But what if the next person you see is anti-gay, and he misconstrues your punch as an affirmation of your outrageous gayness? Tricky situation...

[beelzebryan]

yeah, tell me about it! tee hee.

[thesneakerpimp]

Ho ho.

Re:

[beelzebryan]

still up for moving to North London?

[thesneakerpimp]

Definitely. And my mate will be too. He's an actor and he's on location in Wales at the moment but he'll be back for good at the end of August.

[thefairmelissa]

There never was a solid you anyway. *kiss* Remember Keats' theory of shedding skin? The hand that is touched and kissed is not the same hand, 7 months later? You're a process of evolution, not a concrete and tangible self. It's okay to change, it's inevitable, but I know that the core values which make you wonderful are fixed and immovable. Because you're Stefan Walters, and for right or for wrong, you're irreplaceable.

Go, and come back, as Japanese Samurai wives said to their warriors. And enjoy it whilst you're there. As they didn't say to their warriors.

[thesneakerpimp]

Sometimes I'm not too sure about those core values.

But, thank you, as the warriors undoubtedly said to their wives.

[onceforlondon]

Welcome back to the land of craziness, hypocracy, and big macs. JOIN US!

*wink*

[dechoislecoeur]

Oh my goodness; I will be meeting and hanging out with you in about 8 or 9 days.

*excited*

<3

[dechoislecoeur]

oh, forgot to mention; someone stole me cell phone *shrug*, so heres my home phone number 408 847 5995; I'm getting a new cell phone today and I'll give you that number; so we can get in contact with each other <3