Mike half-killed an enormous bee last week; he felt so horrible, and me being the one who always puts the bugs back outside, I actually cried for a second ( Read more... )

I can't keep it all together;
The moon, stuck underneath the moon.
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I can't keep it all together.

I'm sure a lot of people have basements like mine - an unfinished, disorganized, creepy floor of the house which I normally choose to disregard. But tonight, in pursuit of a certain picture of my mom when she was my age that I had seen a few years ago (which I did not end up finding, poop), I went down there and stayed there for about 3 hours. Mind ( Read more... )

 This is totally ridiculous, but I just realized that I only have VERY few pictures from this semester, which is strange because it's college and everyone has "going out pictures", and I honestly don't... because I "went out"... once ( Read more... )

On Saturday night, following an insane amount of ridiculous occurences, Mike and I were reasonably stranded on his couch. For some reason, the music on his laptop was on random but muted ( Read more... )

Tonight Dan and I got caught smoking cannabis sativa in his room. HIs mother called him outside, yelled at him, and he didn't even saying anything. He came back in and told me that he would probably never smoke in there again; it's pretty ironic, because as I walked in I wondered how many times I'd done that this summer.

But furthermore, right after ( Read more... )

Today was a bad day, mostly.

This song is my life.

Afraid of an airplane
Of a car swerving in the lane
Of a dark cloud too low
Or being swept away by the undertow
Of a building tumbling down
Of the train when it's underground
Of the icy mountain roads
We have to take to get to the show

There's just a time when we must all let go the breath that we ( Read more... )

I woke up and drove to work - thank god it is only literally 1 minute away from my house - for the 7am - 1pm shift. I make the schedule at work, and apparently both neglected and forgot about the fact that there is no morning shift on Tuesdays because the golf course is closed until noon for maintenence. So, great.

But because I got 8 hours of sleep ( Read more... )

This Earth
is the most incredible thing
I have ever encountered,
and its beauty and force
to me,
completely overrules
our sheer pretentiousness
to arise from its simplicity;
and to give chaos a name;
and confusion a reason;
and life a value;
and death a sadness;
and existence a question.

This Earth, and its mysterious nature;
I am so sorry
we try to believe in ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting in my room, mostly drunk, listening to music. What is there to be anxious about? Nothing ( Read more... )