eh dont know why i do this (writing in here) but it helps me get shit off my chest... i like this girl but have never talked to her. i met her 4 yrs ago my Sr yr in high school an havent had the guts to say anythin 2 her, cuz im shy an well yea.. which suks but i dont know if i should even bother cause of the whole age difference.  any advice wud ( Read more... )

im finally starting to feel better after bein wicked sick for 2 1/2 wks... an so far my way has worked better than the doctors way... go out not too late but ouut an fresh air along with lotta sleep an meds... goin back to work on friday hah 3 wks outta work an still have $5 bucks to my name from last paycheck... go me... not like i went anywhere ( Read more... )

why is it that the girl of my dreams the one ive been in love with but never told her cause its like fo far away an well yea... ive come to the realization that i wud give anything to be with her... i dont know why i have such strong feelings for her an the thing is weve never met per say but still i trust her with my life... i dont know why im ( Read more... )

I only have TWO things in this world chico... My Word, and My Balls.... and i break Neither for NO-ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

random semi Scarface qoute

well its goin as good as can b expected seein as though when i had my little problem the other day i learned that i chose a good group of ppl that r always there for me an im always there for them. no matter what they help me out an im grateful for that... even to the ones i no longer havve any contact with do to a thing i said and or did. i still ( Read more... )

i have a way of fucking shit up... an losin friends cause im starting to realize that im becoming what i hate the most an to those ive hurt im sorry... but i guess this is how life is supposed to unfold an i hope things start goin better for me...

its been a lil while since i last wrote here... i work alot now an couldnt be happier ive met a lot of cool ppl.. but i just wish i could find sum1 to spend time with... well im not sure what i really wanted to say but ya know thats basically what i needed to state...

today so far ive worked from 915-130 landscapin (cash money) an now im goin in from 5pm-1am tonite.... then tommorro im workin 5pm-1am again(security officer, downtown providence)... im fukin beat... but hey money is money an gotta make that c-a-s-h!!!!!!! fukkas... anyways only one prob with the security gig an thats that one of the officers quit ( Read more... )

yea ive fukin had the best time since ive gotten this job an have mad new friends... well the pay is good an some the girls i have 2 watch at the jewerlry company arent that bad lookin... so yea i have it pretty fukin sweet... an im gettin 2 chill with some friends i havent seen in a while.. jon, tracy, an cam.... also chillen with josh, ash, erika ( Read more... )

all i can say is that im finally gettin my life together an i dont think anything can fuk it up cept if i do sumthin extremely stupid... i got a bomb job an work with the best ppl in the world =D im bringin friendships closer an not worryin bout anythin, an well guess what im fukin goin back to school in september!!!!!! yea who thought right? cuz ( Read more... )