god dammnit morgan, stop being so beautiful. you've plagued me with this thorough theoretic manifestation of esthete soul and esthete skin. most people of semi-sense, and the same half dose of wit, would take physical beauty for granted. I sure don't. yesterday I saw pics of an online friend who possesses an innate gift for creativity and spirituality. her skin pales in comparison to her spirit. perhaps this makes me shallow. perhaps a perfectionist. I dont know. I'm a sucker for grecian skin and socratic minds. best of both worlds.
never mind, don't stop.
I think you saw these pics already. but I put an extra sexy one in my ujournal post. I'm sorry. I'm hot.
It's the last one down. we'll have to model together sometime. and I won't bother telling you which one of your pics was my favorite. they're all superb.
i am so touched. not because of the pics per se, but rather the thought. i am sorry for making you feel like i am shutting you out, i am not aware of doing anything of the sort. things have been crazy here. i think things between kevin and i are finally finally fixed. for real. ill talk with you about it later, but yeah. i still love you. and miss you. and love you and miss you more. and i hope we can sit down and have a nice conversation real soon. i enjoy your company, even if for now it can only be via computer screen or telephone.
I feel kinda odd about last nite. not about sending the pics. I'm ok with it if you're ok with it. I just feel weird about the mood that I was in when doing it. I do things like that when I get really lonely, when I feel very neglected or unnoticed - as if forcing people to look at me will elicit some response, any response, and let me know I'm still alive. I hope you liked them. you know I really trust you to send you stuff like that. anyway, I don't regret the pics, and I was serious about sending you more if you like them. It makes me feel good to do it; as if someone really cares to see me in that way. I hope you dont regret them either. I'm just sorry for the mood I was in last nite. I don't like feeling lonely.
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my new pics! awesome!
btw- yours are magnificent.
xxoo
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never mind, don't stop.
I think you saw these pics already. but I put an extra sexy one in my ujournal post. I'm sorry. I'm hot.
I'm a whore.
It's the last one down. we'll have to model together sometime. and I won't bother telling you which one of your pics was my favorite. they're all superb.
later morgasm.
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i am so touched. not because of the pics per se, but rather the thought. i am sorry for making you feel like i am shutting you out, i am not aware of doing anything of the sort. things have been crazy here. i think things between kevin and i are finally finally fixed. for real. ill talk with you about it later, but yeah. i still love you. and miss you. and love you and miss you more. and i hope we can sit down and have a nice conversation real soon. i enjoy your company, even if for now it can only be via computer screen or telephone.
*hearts and hugs*
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xoxo
steve
always be honest with me sweetheart.
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and dont be sorry. everyone feels lonely now and again.
i love you. and your pics. and your bum, haha. umm, i mean, yeah. all i have to say is *lick*
xo
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