well havn't done this for a minute. lifes good, got a good boyfriend, i'm happy with him. almost been together two months now. second longest relationship i've ever had. :D hahaha. silly me. he's good to me. he's taking me out for a little vacation this weekend to celebrate valintines day early. WOHOO. im excited. cuz i love him :D

my life feels like it's ending and there is no other turning point. Like i've literly past the point of insanity and don't know how to go back. Everything made such perfect since, but now i'm so lost. I knew hte meaning of evrything. Everything had it's own meaning. And I knew it. But now, i cant tell fiction from reality and don't know who's ( Read more... )

WELL hello again everyone. It is sunday and i went to part of church today to see my friend that is in rehab that was on a home visit. it was exciting. she gets out next month. I got a job thats fun. yay! well, i technicly start tomorrow.... so we'll see how that goes... yay for chineese food ow headache. and i've been sick. it hurts. only ( Read more... )

I NEED SOME FUCKING CIGARETTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i found out today, that when i was going out with brandin, my supposid best friend, kissed him and neither of htem bothered to tell me abut it. she's a fucking bitch

god damn i havn't updated this for fuckin ever! yeah, so shit is kinda lame this week. last week my good friend killed himself so i went to his burial on tuesday, i felt dumb- it's the first time i've cried in public since i was like 7. apparently to all my old friends i'm some premiscuous whore who's trying to steal their boyfriends... bull shit ( Read more... )

So what is happenin kiddos? Well, this weekend is Katies wedding, so i'm fucking excited. Her and DJ are getting along so good! I'm very happy for them. I love it when i go into lees and she gives me free cheese sticks. Lol, it's exciting for me.

So i was up riding my four wheeler last night, and i rolled it. It was fucking lame. It rolled 7 or 8 times went through a tree and got stuck in other trees. So we had to push it out and that was fucking lame. and he hill was litterly about this steep- /. It was very very steep, anyway, so when it rolled, handles hit my friend in the arms and ( Read more... )

I'M OFF OF PROBATION! AHHHHHHHHHH! :D

3.5 days until i get off paper!!!! ahh i'm so fucking excited!

IT'S KINda funny though, because one of the probation officers got arrested for meth a couple weeks ago and so he's going to get fuckin 5-life for some fucking drugs.  Damn.  Murderers get like 10 years and druggies get life. OUr justice is fucked up.