When I come home everything changes. Suddenly, I'm in a really bad mood, and everything causes some kind of frustration. I'm not sure what it is. Maybe because I feel out of control for various reasons, one being my inability to drive at the age of 19, or perhaps because I don't get to run things the way I like ( Read more... )

You know when you really have to pee ( Read more... )

wes never came to my show. in fact i haven't heard from him since. i think that is rude and insensitive and I consider no longer a part of my life. if he doesnt care enough to call me up and tell me why he couldn't come, than I dont want anything to do with him ( Read more... )

i feel kinda guilty ( Read more... )

1. i need a new computer (i hate mine. it only charges now when i stand it on its side ( Read more... )

My wine turned into dirt so I spit it out ( Read more... )

I am a slimey little hypocrite I know. This is probably the first entry in about two weeks that I have written. Although, I have a good excuse. I have been more busy than I ever have ever ( Read more... )

There is a tree directly infront of my window that has lost all of its leaves. This visual is most distressing because of the hundreds of yellow leafed trees surrounding my naked tree. This bare boned tree stands alone; cold and ugly. There is not one leaf attached. The other trees are still enjoying the colors of fall, and the weight of the ( Read more... )

live journal has become rather depressing.  people used to respond to entries,  people used to write interesting entries, and they would update every day.  What has happened ( Read more... )

I woke up in a coffin.  I looked up ( Read more... )