Alright, I finally find a place to rid myself of all this blasted thoughts that are going through my head atm and not have people wondering what the hell is going on with me, well minus the people on here that read my stuff and partly understand my thoughts (and I'm sure I confuse the people that do understand my thoughts sometimes ( Read more... )

I feel as though I should post my thoughts out there seeing as this year is ending in about two weeks and I like to reflect upon all that's happened in this year ( Read more... )

So It's been a busy three days off for me. I've managed to get alot done that I'm proud of. It's been nice to stay busy with all the bad things swirling around me. I've stayed out of alot of things going on right now and I've caused alot of things going on right now. I've made some bad mistakes in the last week and I've been an idiot. I feel like a ( Read more... )

Need to type/write i guess. I hate the dance of things that leads up to trying to date someone or get to know some but this not why I'm writing. I've fall out of character or so i feel like i have. I've stayed over a two girls places in the last two months. I'm definitely not in the mind set i should be in. But I guess after much damages suffered ( Read more... )

Yeah so I'm home for a short amount of time. Heading out tomorrow for the beach area. Looking forward to relaxing, but before that I have to lay my thoughts out somewhere or else all of this will be quiet hard to do ( Read more... )

Though this song may be about a single person I think it's a statement I can openly say to my friends so enjoy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOBs8dU4Pb8

Yeah so I've pretty much turned this place into a stomping ground for me to explode or anything that i need to get off my chest. Well this is the time. I have to get it off my chest or bad things will occur. (Eventhough they already have ( Read more... )

I want to talk to someone about what goes on inside my head that is not a friend someone I can let loose on to tell them the truth of everything that I think and just let go for once cause I want to understand the inner workings of my mind.

to go I'm sitting here in the living room of my home. Seeing as the living room here is the only room I own here anymore it's still nice to break away from the busy/crazy whatever that goes on in Tuscaloosa sometimes. Not saying that I hate the place or anything just it's nice to be able to relax and get a small change of scene every now and then. ( Read more... )

I need to cause in the recent days my level of stress has been mounting to unhealthy levels. There is so much on my mind right now that I can't think straight enough to wash my own hair in the mornings ( Read more... )